Alicia.

don't be disappointed in yourself.breathe.

Happy Easter!

I miss being a kid on holidays like these.

My name is Alicia and I have 87 unread emails and a painting of naked women hanging by my bed. nice to meet you ( Read more... )

Even when you smile... Even when you laugh.  I can see deep inside your eyes that you want to cry.

So last night I was walking back from class at 9 pm and it was below 23 degrees out with the massive wind.... and I was wearing flip flops and by the time I got back to my dorm, I could seriously not feel my feet.  very interesting experience.

So ( Read more... )

i need to paint dammmit. why don't i have any fucking time or why can't i manage my time?

I haven't been online lately because the mouse to my computer broke. Hopefully I'll get a chance to go out and buy a new one today.

i am a fucking stressed out mess ( Read more... )

oh beautiful creation
i abuse you
use you
fill your lungs with smoke
destroy your liver
and you still breathe
you still wake up every day
you still love
no matter how cruel
I am
and for that
I love you.

I don't like people other than my mother telling me to clean. really. don't touch my shit. i don't care if one of your stupid little boyfriends is coming over. I need my space... cluttered.

Last night sucked. I ate a whole lot of chinese food and then around midnight after getting into my huge bed w/caitlyn, i had to run to the bathroom like 6 times to throw up. And the bathroom is alll the way down at the end of the hall... Once I couldn't make it so I puked in my roommates trashcan right behind her head, wasn't that a nice wakeup ( Read more... )