I must quit smoking... it is tearing my health apart. the willpower to do it seems to be lacking severely. *sigh* ah... one of these days it will happen.

i feel your pain.... you taste like fear ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while... life has turned into a whirlpool of events... hope everyone who sees this is doing well. Good thing i'm on these meds ( Read more... )

having a hell of a time coming up with inspiration lately... but it isn't for lack of trying. Everything I thought I knew flew out the window. Sudden dose of reality kicked me in the ass i guess. nothing makes sense anymore.. chaos is my best friend. Can't help but to love it and hate it at the same time, but go figure. Gah! why do things have to ( Read more... )

I'm slipping again
don't know which way to go.

fuck you and this "world" you live in.
It means nothing to me.
The one person I thought I could count on was you,
but you never listen, you never cared.
Farewell...

Well.. I'm having a hell of a time tolerating the wonderful music that they play for us at work. *cringes from even thinking about it* Ah well... It's better than nothing ( Read more... )

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Well... i just don't understand this world at all anymore... Not that I understood it before, it just seems to have gotten worse and worse. I really dislike the majority of the population ( Read more... )

Ah.. the chaos continues....
All hail Eris.

I don't want to be here, I don't want to be anywhere... where does that leave me?
I'm crawling out of my skin.