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[crazeecat]

Things haven't been going to great lately. I am so lonely and sad..maybe depressed, who knows. I feel like I'm a robot sorta. All I do now is go to school and sleep. Part of me misses high school...at least i had my friends then, now i'm all alone. I didn't believe people when they told me that I would grow apart from my friends but i have..

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[nikichick4]

Yeah the transition from high school to college is rough... and the losing touch with friends part makes it tougher :-(

[crazeecat]

i dont know i didnt really lose touch with them..i still talk to them i just dont like who they have become.

[nikichick4]

That is VERY true also. I have so many friends who are just like druggies/alchys/rebels..whatever now. It's unbelievable.

[xsheglittersx]

You know how i feel about Granby- couldn't leave that shit hole fast enough. Hang in there Cat. I still pray for you and your family. Don't worry about finding God, he'll find you.

[crazeecat]

thanks lindsay..it really means alot to me, having you say that. i was thinking about applying to framingham, but decided not to but one of my good friends from umd is going there in the fall. im glad that you have found you're place and are happy.

[xsheglittersx]

thanks cat. yeah framingham rocks :)

[angelikbehavior]

Im sorry he hurt you... i guess we've got that in common
Im also sorry for over reacting to the whole situation.. he was just my rebound from kevin and getting rejected so roughly twice in a row was a little much to be happy about.
I understand you were excited about him and all.. and i should have sucked it up and been happy for you.. in the end it wasnt worth a lifelong friendship
even if you did call me a dough bag :)
lents about forgiving sins and new beginnings, im thinking about going back into the catholic church or just somehow back to God too.. its rough.. but if you want to talk.. feel free.
forgive and forget?
shey

[crazeecat]

chris didnt hurt me..i was the one who messed things up.