well work today sucked. it got all weird busy slow. i hate those days. and i got a computer at my desk at work. woo hoo no more crt(greenscreen). it felt soo good not moving to accomplish what i needed to do ( Read more... )

well.. This whole thing between D and I. i think is gettin too i don't know how to describe it. well.. i mean. i love talkin to him and hes great. but the i can't breath thing i have right now. is not my style. I think i need to ween myself from him. casue its like 3,000 miles between him and I. i ahve become too dependent and its starting to ( Read more... )

and i'm soo happy. but i'm starting to treat her like a rag doll. i was driving soo slow on the ride home from work. yea i really missed her!

>-J- You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a ( Read more... )

so yeah. here i sit. mark made the comment last night about gettina christmas tree and i got all excited. now hes sitting at home.. with a slight headache. and i'm all geeked about going. dunno why. i'm soo hungry..... someone send me food... but thats ok.. i'm going to my moms for a late turkey dinner. though I don't eat turkey. but thats ok ( Read more... )

i'm still waiting on my car.. kinda pissed off about it now.. going to call and do alot of bitchin!

yes here i sat waiting again for D... i'm an idiot. i'm actually missing him. hell. i don't know why. and to make myself feel better. i did one thing. i typed him an e-mail. that simply stated "I miss you" and sent it. that was all. and not shortly after that. hes immin me. someone bitch slap my ass into reality ( Read more... )

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