wow once again...crazy few days!so last nite kt and i were at this party and i was kinda drunkl but then i get a txt msg from david...ghreat! so we start talking and its decided that i was goin to come over that nite and stay there! so kt drove but then i show up and we were kinda talkin and thats all i remember! chad had this whiskey that was as ( Read more... )

man o man...went w/ kt to see war of the worlds and my fone starts vibrating during the movie...who is it?...PAUL WARNETT!! so he leaves a voicemail and hes like.." ya i wanted to know y u gave me such a bad reputation? now everybody i talk to thinks im an asswhole! i never said shit about us or our relationship! have a great fuckin nite ( Read more... )

ok so today at like 7:00pm david texted me..l.this is it ( Read more... )

ok first lets go over last nite ( Read more... )

ya so cant seem to get over him..of course ( Read more... )

its over...were not together ( Read more... )

wow..i made a big deal about nothing

he said he is only thinking of me an doesnt want to put me thru this /c he sees us getting serious...and he cant do that to me

he in a way doesnt want a realationship

still not quite sure

ya so lately i have been gettin that certain pain in my arm...the one i got when i had the tumor and im getting scared but my mom told me that i have an appointment at the end of this month! so i was like ok great...so i just asked her..."whens my appointmentb/c its the end of the motnh?" and shes like ..."well its was supposed to be thursday but i ( Read more... )

WHY WONT HE LET ME HELP?!?!

im probably crying like a big baby rite nnow

wat else could i say to describe how i feel?

last nite was a big breakthrough...we talked...and then the saddest thing happened and i cant do nething but be there 4 him! he told me he doesnt want to have t put a grl like me thru this but idont care...i WANT to be there 4 him and help him ( Read more... )