why does it bother me so? i try and try to forget bout things but it just comes back tenfolds ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder....why is it so hard to express feelings to other ppl? i mean, it shouldn't be that hard yet there's alwayz ALWAYZ something hindering them....i guess one of the most obvious answer is fear? fear of the outcomes that will be bestowed upon them? haha....man, i don't know wat i'm saying....i guess i just want to be able to talk but ( Read more... )

Happiness seems to desert me now and then ( Read more... )

i love how some things don't work out..............

i like this scheme...i dont' know how to change the whole layout to my own liking coz i can't find a site that would give me html codes that would suit livejournal...but this is ok too....i don't know if i'll keep it changing but maybe only the color patterns

i've decided to continue wit lj........yes i know....such a traitor...call me ms. benedict arnold....haha, i'm still going to do xanga, it's still waaaaaay much better but under the circumstances that i keep forgetting to go to lj and then i have so much reading to catch up on, i've decided that posting on this journal will benefit me.......besides ( Read more... )

this thing is soo ugly....i just have the urge to fix it...

GRADUATION TOMORROW!!!!!!

haha, randomness there

sooo, updating on this God forsaken site.....jkjk....i'm just very accustomed to xanga...sooo if you want to know how my day went go there ( Read more... )

btw this is rauleen

i just made a lj coz i wanted to have a username instead of anonymous since i forget to put my name on there
does not mean i joined lj coz i still like xanga