This one has to be cross posted
May 12, 2008 was the last time chastity was permitted an orgasm.
It has now been a year.
When I first began this journey with Chastity (Right at 3 years ago) I was uncertain of her sincerity, and quite frankly, her ability to remain locked and accept I would hold that key and give no scheduled times for not only release but any sort of unlock situation. I was ever so slightly concerned she might cry foul and I would be forced to relinquish control. She continued to indicate she was not only interested in long term enforced chastity, but deeply interested in the on going, evolving, dynamic with me. I held her to her words. From those early moments we rocketed from Key Holder/Chastity device wearer to D/s as well. I made it clear I would cease the dynamic immediately and completely if she questioned or waivered. She had two choices- accept things my way, or forget it all together. This ideal remains- She does have a choice- Do this for me, my way, or not- No in-between.
To enable us both to travel this road together without failure I did start out more slowly, however. I'd tease and deny for a week or more then allow an orgasm. I then began to lengthen the time until she grew more accustomed to the idea there may be month or two before I would decide to manipulate her to orgasm, or allow on occasion she do so herself.
I'd even change things up a bit- I'd allow an orgasm, then 3 days later force another from her- Just because- Just because I could and wanted to.
Then I had her endure a 6 month stretch of tease and denial. It was at that time I discovered not only did I wish to push further, there was such a heightened sense of...well, everything! It's an amazing place to be that I find no words do justice, so I won't even attempt.
I also admit, fully, to pressing the year for us both to break a measured milestone, if you will. That part is a feather in our caps. We hit a milestone that few truly get to do. I actually gave that as a gift to her (Trust me when I tell you it was not a difficult gift to give). It was/is something as a Key-holder I was gifting her to cherish, always (This is something different than the D/s, although, the D/s strengthens the bond).
I think of her as a very sexual creature. Free to be so by those very bonds that do not allow for orgasm unless I permit. Her body and mind focus on being that now as never before. It is an amazing dichotomy only a few would understand, or relate to. Still, it is...
Beautiful! Her devotion and service to me is indescribable.
Happy one year.
I love you, Chastity.