so i really do mess everything up ( Read more... )

are boys even worth it anymore. at all?

Love and life. Its all too complicated. I would rather "play the game" than fall in love. Its better, easier. And with less complications and less of my heart being broken

So im through. And through for real this time. Truthfully ive gone thorugh enough pain and heartbreak to give up and not deal with trying to hold on to things anymore between us. Everything, I know its all gone. And that’s the way you want it you’ve made that pretty damn clear. And what could have been or what would have happened if we didn’t give ( Read more... )

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and i've come to realize the realization that i push people i care about away. i hold on to memories for my dear life and i dont forget one thing . although you may think i don't... i remember every word you ever said. those times we just sat and did nothing and they meant the world to me. or watched tv for hours straight and there was nowhere with ( Read more... )

saturday. i worked on my painting like 3 more weeks and im finally done.=) then me a jul went bowling with her sister and her sister's friend steph and then from there me and jul came back to my house where we made a 5 course candlelit dinner.. well sorta.. haha i loveyou t hen we were supposed to have girls night so me jul maddie renting ( Read more... )

ehh so im home sick and who the hell knows whats wrong anyways i just feel like shit and elissa tried to tell me i had mono.. if i doo.. oh the joy but im sure i dont ( Read more... )

ehh soo monday i skipped hamden hall and went to trumbull.. i convinced all the teachers i was coming back and got to see a lot of ppl.. when i was there i realized that i miss the people but i really dont want to go back to that shit hole of a school. pretty much yeah ( Read more... )

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wow so i really havent updated in a long long time and im supposed to be at a dinner thingy but i just came into my step dad's office and now im just gunna update and try to keep everything short ( Read more... )