"having had considerable time to ponder on it,
i've decided that i love you, more than most people can imagine."

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hi my name is sara and i should really stop smoking and drinking, my voice is completely gone and i sound like a 60 year old man, no one really likes me and i kind of have no friends, and i am a complete and total mess. kthanks =]

i really hate my life. i think alot, and sometimes i think that if one of these days i just happened to get run over by a huge truck, no one would even notice that i was gone. nor would they care. the sick thoughts that i think, i know. but it really is true.

today is my last day of grounded-ness.
thank god, i am sick of this shit.
and now i can finally go out
and party,
and be myself again.
holler. =]

taken in context, it's not a bad thing.
but, when you start to pick it apart, it gets so depressing.
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much.
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity,
so if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there.
if you ever feel loved or needed,
remember that you're one of the lucky ones.
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yo, i feel so effing shitty.
but my fourth of july was so hot.
i love my friends.
alot alot. =]

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i am so completely convinced that the only things in life that can make me happy are coffee, cigarettes, & alcohol. everything else in this damn world is just worthless & causes too much pain.

     
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this made me cry.

( to the girl who will replace me )