today wasn't so bad.  didnt really do that much talking.  i feel a lot better, but im still a little uneasy.  school was normal today.. except for the fact that i understand chem AND math.  wow.  its just history now, but i totally give up on that.  spanish is still a joke and so is band.  mr meyer just doesnt get it - i dont care what he says to ( Read more... )

im feeling a little better than yesterday.. not totally better, but better. a lot of people helped me and im really really glad they you all took the time to make me feel better - it really means a lot to me. i started thinking about college last night as i was talking to andrew, and i realized how much im going to miss everyone. im gonna miss ( Read more... )

my neighbor died today.  age 86.  diebedes (sp?)  she lived two houses away from me and was kinda like a second grandma to me.. always baking me and my siblings all sorts of cookies and brownies and cakes.  she was always there to help with anything.  Sophie Acunis was one of the sweetest women i've ever met.  Sophie, i love you.  you will be ( Read more... )

i couldnt fall asleep last night until about 3:30.. so i had plenty of time to think about everything.  lately i've been feeling so depressed, and last night... idk... it all just came out.  i basically cried myself to sleep.  i try really hard to be happy around my friends cuz i dont want them worrying about me, but i have a feeling that they know ( Read more... )

wow what a day.  i woke up nice n early [didnt have to go to hebrew cuz im kinda sick] and went for a 4 mile run.  felt really really good to finally get outside and do something besides stand there.  the wind in my face was soo yummy lol.  yeah so i came back inside after that and took a shower and did my work until about three and when i turned ( Read more... )

stole this from elisa.. just do itttt =D

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today started out great.  i woke up ready for a great day with my gangstaas, but i started coughing like crazy.  it wasnt just a normal cough, but one that sounded like a dying seal.  my mom wouldnt let me leave the house unless it was to go to the doctor cuz she has bronchitis, so she thinks i have it too.  bronchitis is really contagious, so im ( Read more... )

today wasnt such a bad day.. grasso in the morning.  that was fun.  then i had double chem and took a unit test - which i think i did pretty well on.  then it was just school.  i realized something today.  no matter how much andrew and i make fun of each other and no matter how much we dont want to admit it.. i know i can trust him with absolutely ( Read more... )

ok... you all wanted to see it.. so here it is.  lets get a before picture.


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the pictures of my sister are here!!!....... lolol


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