ok so you know how some things are supposed to explain everything and make life easier...or at least thats what they do in theory? why don't they do that in real life. i think everything in my world just got waaaay more complicated...well mostly everything in my head. i feel fake and confused and if i could have one thing in this world...one thing ( Read more... )

Another hair update since I got pictures. I told my parents and my mom was REALLY excited for me and all, but my dad was just kind of like "i guess if it makes you happy..." i was sort of disappointed in him. Oh well, i guess it is a bit of a shock...i'm worried about him seeing the pictures. oh well. so yes, on the note of pictures here are the ( Read more... )

i cut my hair. or actually rachel cut it and sara watched and commented. and i don't mean trim...i've got like an inch all around my head...i really like it...but it also makes me worry.

i have so much shit to do, but i don't have the motivation to do it. we started tackling for real and i hurt everywhere. i've been making mix cds for girls on the team and its so fun...also waaaay easier since they haven't heard all my music already...so no i'm not neglecting yall who i have to make mixes for at home...its just harder to find newer ( Read more... )

so yes. i just got back from the catie curtis concert that i went to with my dad...and i must say its one of those things that makes me happy deep down in the pit of my soul. its one of those things that makes me happy to be alive. i love music so much and i love how it can convey emotions so well. i wish i could sing or play the guitar or ( Read more... )

So hmm another early morning...stupid 6AM weights...but being buff is a payoff...muscles are amazing. Haha so are the bruises I have in my crotch from being a jumper in the lineout...more rugby things. I got a lot done today, but not as much as I wanted to. I had it all planned out, but then it fell apart as usual...not in a bad way though. I just ( Read more... )

She says wake up it's no use pretending
I'll keep stealing breathing her
Birds are leaving over Autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms

( nifty picture of my henna that i just got from chloe )

so camping was fun ( Read more... )

i'm tired and i'm unhappy and i'm worried about the people i know in houston and i just want to go home and curl up on my bed and cry until i fall asleep. i want to be by myself in a place i know or with people that i know better than the people here. i feel like i always make friends with people and then introduce them to my other friends and then ( Read more... )

so its like 9:20 ish here and I've been up since 5:20...yeah AM. Early morning weights, and then breakfast with some vets at the DC. rugby has so much lesbian drama...its fascinating. in other news i got a bootlegged copy of the l word season two so i'm really excited and i'll be watching that every spare moment i have. also its thursday which ( Read more... )