it's mornings like this that make all the needles in my world turn to rubber.

most things can't be taken back. hours have already been ill spent. i wouldn't take them back for the world ( Read more... )

"i'm no prize for you
no trophy too
keep passing through
i'm not worth a dime
i'll drag you down
don't waste your time"
(please do)

i'm no prize for you
no trophy too
keep passing through
i'm not worth a dime
i'll drag you

this cloud is in the way
red and purple
hint of clear
opaque as black stained glass
yet twice as sharp when shattered
you find me here
in this pit i've dug
not quite six feet
but deep enough for now
self loathing is no longer my blanket
i know myself too well for that
so i lie
naked and cold
but...
beauty runs much deeper than skin

i was driving in west allis today. i was looking at the sky, and watching this dark grey stratus cloud swallow the crisp, blue and white sky ( Read more... )

fuck the freeway. seriously. almost got killed by a sixteen wheeler today after he lost his WHOLE FUCKING WHEEL!!!

in other news, i say this book today, and on the cover, there was this book cover. it said"men are from mars, women won't shut up". i almost pissed myself.

jesus, i'm sick. i'm done with this shit. a promise is a promise.

"if i threw my guitar out the window, would i start to regret it, or would i smile and watch it slowly fall?"

jealousy is a bitch.

thrown over it's shoulder. light as a feather.at first.
although each step,it's knees bend slightly.
after fatigue sets in,
hitting the ground like a cinder block,
i look up
what's wrong
where did it go
just another day, i guess.