Shit. thats all I can say. I can believe a "friend" would try to do those things to me. Now I'm left without my lover. I know. Everybody warned me about him that he'd always fuck me up, but we had progress and only him and I knew that. I dunno maybe I'm being delusional, I know it sounds crazy, but upto now I still understand why he is doing ( Read more... )

I'm back at the place of my birth, the place I grew up in and... it isn't as bad as I thought. Of course having pocket money enough just to get around and buy some trinkets for pasalubong sucks. But hey, it still isn't THAT bad. (Am I sounding convincing yet?). My main goal here was to go drink in one of those wierd bars just coz I can now. ( Read more... )

I swear, my karma or my juju is really going bad. Last Friday, my foot fell into this hole making me fall. The result is a scrapped elbow and knees and a really bloody foot because the skin got ripped off. As in you can see the fresh meat! I DIDN'T EVEN DRINK YET! I WAS COMPLETELY SOBER! Fucking idiot. After seeing my toe, it reminded me of this ( Read more... )

I just got home from Bene, walking all the way. It was great. The weather was perfect, the sky was beautiful, and things around me was beautiful. It was a really good walk. It cleared my mind, and lightened the load on my shoulders. During the whole walk, I had this contented smile on my face and when I passed people on the street, they just ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got drunk in class, but before any of you fools jump to conclusions, it wasn't my idea! It was for this passover reenactment thing we had to do, where we had to drink 7 glasses of wine. So obviously I got tipsy. Anywho, some classmates decided to go to my place to hang out, and we eventually drank too ( Read more... )

Woohoo, one day down and around 300 left to go! My first day in COLLEGE was pretty cool. I got there early and sat down in the front so I could keep my mind on the teacher and lessons. You guys know how my mind and eyes like to wander... The teachers were pretty good, I esp. liked the Kasaysayan at Pamahalaan ng Pilipinas teacher. First and ( Read more... )

So when Crystal picked me up from work, we went to Ali's apartment. She and her friend were sleeping hence, they were lazy to go out, but Crystal and I convinced them. We went straight to Greenbelt to watch Kapatid and Bamboo. The babies and my brothers were there. Kapatid's performance wasn't their best one, it wasn't even okay, but it was ( Read more... )

I'm here at the office waiting for Crystal to pick me up to watch Bamboo and Kapatid! YAY! I"m sure it'll be really fun. =) Anywho, today was pretty exciting. I woke up at 8 a.m. with a huge hangover (I didn't know I was drunk yesterday)to go to this fire drill for work. I was thinking, "Great. I'm going to film people walking in and out of a ( Read more... )

I'm just writting to say KI'm alive and I will update EVERYTHING soon. Just not now. I have work (surprise, surprise) and now I'm sick. BLEH

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