i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
and our scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel

papa roach||scars

ahH...i was in an ok mood all god damn day until some dumbass fag had to IM me actn like (he/she) wateva the fuck they were...actn like they were some tuff ass shyt. Well guess wut..i aint fuckn scared of no one..i juss dont give a shyt..say u know me..then u would fuckn know that. But damn there aint nothing worse then a fuckn hoe whose gonna sit ( Read more... )

Today I had skewl and then my field hockey game against Washington..yeah boy we won! Then my baby picked me up and we chylled..It was crazy fun! haha..but yeah I love him so0 much<<<3 Thats it....

xo jess ox
I love you babe*

friday -> Skewl then field hockey then chylled wit dani ruben n shaun ( Read more... )

Friday -> Went to skewl and then to the field hockey game. Had some fun..I was hyper as shyt. Go0d times haha. Then ruben n shaun got me frum skewl then we went right to danis and got her. After that I had to get sum clothes..then we headed over to rubens. We had fun. Me n shaun were hype as shyt. It was funny..Mary had a little lamb..and the ( Read more... )

Oo0 kk lets start off by sayn..cuttn skewl is horrible to an extent. Me n dani decided to diss skewl..and we were scared shitless..well..we walked to the bus stop wit nicky..then left him..walked to my bus stop then had to turn since the mast bus was on its way..then we went down some street and kept walking until it was 7:20..then quickly we ran ( Read more... )

school...feild hockey game...home..shower..food..dani's...hung out with her n ruben...didn't really do nething..went for a walk...then bak to danis...then nothing...home now...tired n boored...

i love you*

xo jess ox

<<3 If I can love you forever, then why cant forever start today?<<3 ( Read more... )

Today...school then field hockey practice..then finally hung out with my baby just me n him. AhH I reallly don't ever wanna let you go0! <3 I love you soo much baby. Time seriously goes so damn fast when I'm with you and I just hope we don't end as fast as we started or as fast as time is seeming to go. I really wanna be with you fo0rever n ever..I ( Read more... )

Friday_School then field hockey game at Egan. We lost! No biggie..but then got bak to skewl round 6:30ish n then got a ride home. Got dressed n went down danis n chylled with her shaun n ruben.Went to P.A. and played soccer..ran some laps with shaun n ruben haha fun fun. Then went bak to dani's n played road rage..beat dani..lost aganist shaun n ( Read more... )