so today wasnt to bad ( Read more... )

so i have been doing a lot of thinking latley....

i have been trying to figure out just realy who i am...and wut i am to other people

so help me out..please...

what am i to u?

i am soo happy to be back in CA!....i just got back from the trip from hell!

lots of fighting..screaming...yelling...it wouldnt stop...so that was my xmas...how was urs?

im bord...have nuthing realy to look forward to this week...

i have nuthing more to say realy...since im realy talking to just the computer...

bye

i am the regret ( Read more... )

Bastard- a child born into a family (couple) who are not wed ( Read more... )

im tired of lies ( Read more... )

well tonight the second night of that fucking show...it went better then last night..except the light ques keept pissing me off...and some other stuff...i lost me costume 2 min b4 i had to go on...i bearly made it...i fell down the stairs...luckly it was pitch black in the thearter so no one saw...but now u all know ( Read more... )

ok so i had an ok day..still way stressed out and when the show was here and i had to get everything ready i started to get even more stressed if that was even possible...as everything that could go wrong of course did go wrong!...i was pissed off a bitch to all and very very very stressed out!...back stage i felt like i was going to pass out i ( Read more... )

here is an update since i havnt wirtten in here for a while...if u care..if ne one reads this ne more...or is it just collecting dust ( Read more... )

PLEASE COME AND SEE MY SHOW THIS WEEK....ITS OPENS TOMOROW NIGHT...TILL SATURDAY NIGHT...IM STAGE MANAGER, STAGE HEAD, AND IM IN IT...PLEASE COME...