Comments | crazy_lush69: how could i want something so bad, but be so afraid of it

crazy_lush69

how could i want something so bad, but be so afraid of it

Jan 30, 2006 21:32

i can admit it... im afraid... really afraid...

no guys want me, no guy wants to date me... all i have are these STUPID little crushes on guys. and its not like they are returned.

its always said "you want what you cant have"

im afraid one day i am gonna fall for someone... and im gonna be hanging around a bunch of guys... and what if that ( Read more... )

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how can i not resist your love crazy_lush69 February 1 2006, 01:13:21 UTC

its so weird... its like im soooo over that depression stage of... im fat im ugly... ill never get a guy.... im done with that... i get it... but now its like IM AFRAID... bcuz what if i finally do find someone and it just goes all weird... i dunno... I LOVE YOU! and thank you... i just wish guys werent sooooo about looks... bcuz personality is SOOOO much more...

laureljaps January 31 2006, 12:08:32 UTC

"i dont think more than half my friends get how it is to sit back and watch the HOT one get hit on ( ... )

crazy_lush69 February 1 2006, 01:25:08 UTC

i just wrote the biggest reply to this haha and it deleted... FUCK!

i love you for that comment "good things come to those who wait"

that is sooooo true! i think i just feel like ive been waiting forever... maybe its bcuz pretty much all my friends but like ONE or TWO found that one... i guess i just want that...

someone to cuddle with and kiss...

thank you!

luvin_life85 January 31 2006, 19:54:40 UTC

LIKE I TOLD YOU LAST NIGHT, I HAVE BEEN THERE PLENTY OF TIMES! BUT LIKE LAUREL SAID, GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT, I THINK THAT IS SO TRUE! I MEAN LOOK HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO FIND SOMEONE! A LONG TIME! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT BEING THE "FRIEND" OF THE HOT ONE! TRUST ME!!!! I THINK U KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT! ALWAYS THE SIDE KICK! I STILL FEEL LIKE THAT SOMETIMES, BUT U KNOW WHAT, I KNOW U ARE BETTER THAN THAT, AND U HAVE A LOT MORE TO OFFER THAN MOST OF THOSE FAKE ANNOYING DITZY GIRLS ANY WAY! SO THERE! I LOVE YOU BESTIE!

crazy_lush69 February 1 2006, 01:25:41 UTC

as for my comment to you... i already talked to you... haha JK!

i LOVE you bestie!

YOU luvin_life85 June 25 2006, 14:07:40 UTC

Brit.. I know that I don't have a myspace to put it all out there on, BUT, what your friends are saying is right! You are so much more than just a ditzy, 'hot' girl that when someone is interested in you, it will be more worthwhile and meaningful than just 'hey shes hot, I wanna do her'. Because that's not worth it. And trust me, we've all had that 'hot' friend that all the guys look at right past you. But, just remember once they get past the looks, they too find out that there is nothing else there to stick around for,and their gone. You are worth more than that and the guy for you will know that! Hang in there and have fun with being single while you can still explore your options! Luv ya! Crystal