i'm so depressed. big surprise, eh? seeing as i say that every entry. i apologize, but i need to vent a little, seeing as i spent all day trying to sleep away my depression to no avail ( Read more... )

sometimes i am such a jealous person i don't even think i should live anymore.

i don't know. about anything, really ( Read more... )

le survey ( Read more... )

i hate thanksgiving. here i am at my grandma lois' house, and i've retreated to the computer room, because everyone is just hassling me about school, politics, etc. i wish it could just be me, my grandma, and my mom, but it's also my grandma's cousins doreen and norma, and their husbands clay and paul. and of course, barb. i just want to eat and go ( Read more... )

well i hope everyone has a fun friday as i sit at home and do nothing because i have to work at 9am! i hate work. so...:

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✓ I miss somebody right now.
× I don't watch much TV these days.
✓ I own lots of books.

× I wear glasses or contact lenses.
× I love to play video games.
✓ I ( Read more... )

i am not going to finish my correspondence on my own. and i'm absolutely desperate. if i don't finish this year, i won't be able to get into university. then all my funding will go down the drain, because i already took my year off, and i will have to pay for university without any help from my parents or grandparents because they're revoking their ( Read more... )

So this weekend was good. I can't believe I didn't get drunk all weekend. I feel like a failure :(. Well, not really. In all honesty it was a pretty nerdy weekend, but fun nonetheless. On Fri. Iggi came over and we watched Dawson's Creek for about 6 straight hours. Today we had a rousing game of Scrabble. Then Amie and I went out for dinner, and ( Read more... )

so last night was another night of drunken misadventures. have i mentioned how much i love not going to school?! becky, nicole and i had a girls night. we invited robyn, but she didn't want to come, and it was kind of nice for once, because she's always everywhere. anyways, we got very, very drunk. nicole brought her webcam, which of course led to ( Read more... )

ok, for once, i am LOVING life! at this very moment I am completely free. Nicole and I just got back from Pat's, and we are OFFICIALLY dropped out. As in, I never have to go there again! And it's legit - my parents know, everyone knows. And although they don't like this idea, I'm 18 and they'll deal with it. Tonight Nicole and I are going to what ( Read more... )