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so. julie's boyfriend's bestfriend. his name is jay. he's really awesome. and like... the 5 times that we ever hung out, we became really really good friends. then he moved away.
but once he moved away, he started telling me all this stuff about how he liked me. and was interested. but thought he never had a chance because he wasn't "scene" enough [ew]. anyways. him and his girlfriend broke up and now he's telling me about how if he was still here in michigan, we'd be going out. and not to worry about anything, because he'll be back in the summer.
and i don't know how to tell him this, but i have seriously never thought about him like that. never more than just a really good friend. [i think it may be because of this boy..] and i don't want anything to be awkward between us because i care about him and everything. but i feel like hes putting pressure on me to be waiting for him this summer.
its just crazy. and messed up.
i dunno.