Kaylee and I went and looked at a house today. I liked it a lot. The house was nice and had enough room for all of us. The neighbourhood seems nice, safe and quiet. And its close to South Keys, and school, so it's in the perfect location. Kaylee liked it as well. It was exciting to go look at a house. It made everything feel so real. I feel like ( Read more... )

Sooo tired! Didn't get back to my room till about 3:30ish, didn't fall asleep till like 4:30 and got woken up at 8. And it wasn't the gentle, gradual wake up where you can fall back asleep. No, it was the I'm going to scare the shit of you so there will be no chance of falling back to sleep. So not happy about that.

heavy sigh Oh well. Found out ( Read more... )

Life is funny... It can change so quickly and without warning. Rarely do things end up happening the way you expect them to, and yet we continue to try and predict the outcome. When we take a moment to stop and hindsight kicks in, we realize how much has changed in a short amount of time. We realize how much we ourselves have changed. Every time it ( Read more... )

Second semester is in full swing, and boy, has it started with a bang. The assignments seem never ending, the drama just keeps coming. And here I thought I finally had good footing here. That I finally understood what has been going on and what's to be expected, but everything came with a twist this term ( Read more... )

I sense there's something in the wind ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to you ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream, of being whole. Of not going to sleep each not wanting. But still sometimes when ( Read more... )

I saw a meteor shower the other night. As I lay there was the stars shoot across the sky i thought of us on the deck watching the same sky. I remembered watching falling stars and the promise you made me in that warm summer air ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in class, barely listening, so I decided to do something productive. And update this ( Read more... )

I forgot how much I missed swimming. I forgot how much I liked being in the water. I forgot about the fun that can be had in a pool. :) I'm glad I get to go so much now. Its so much fun. The guys are hilarious and we all have such a good time. Today we played a very... rough game of keep away; Girls vs Guys. It was great. Challenging because the ( Read more... )

Am I a terrible person? It feels like I might be. I try not to. I try to be helpful. I try to be patient. I try to be selfless. I try to be honest. So why does like I'm not any of it? Why does it feel like if I try to do something for myself I am guilted, which in turn makes me feel like I have failed? Ks it so terrible that every now and then I ( Read more... )