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[crazy_taters]

grrr i wrote this entry one time before but i hit the wrong button and now i have to do it agian...so we never happened because of my self esteem?...you should have told me that because i definately would have said give me a little more time

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[lyttleldyr]

your always going to hurt the people you love. Thats the way life is. Yes im not happy all the time but why should i be??? I understand that i dont have to be happy 24 7. I use to be all the time and it made me sick. Jerry sometimes your the reason im unhappy. Just sometimes. I love chris but im also walking into this relationship with me eyes open. I know that if things dont start to change then its not going to work. I understand that and im ready for it.

IM sorry that the club comment hurt but when im around you i feel like i should be ready with all these mean comments to say back at you. Im always on my toes with you. YOu say some of the shitest things to me and it hurts but now im at a point where if you say something your going to get something back.

IM not always going to make you smile. IM going to be shity to you just like im shity to kellee and all my other friends because im not happy and im not going to be.

[crazy_taters]

yeah i know that im really shitty towards you alot...i just have a habbit of making shitty belittling jokes towards people...

i'm gonna go ahead and share one of the lyrics off my shoe for this situation...

If you don't like being hurt, please don't stay...