All your friends and sedatives mean well, but make it worse.

[crazyaphrodite]

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[tabular_rasa]

And it's just depressing that stupid hormonal and biological shit can get in the way of a wonderful time with your best friends.
I don't know about you, but that's pretty much why I'm disillusioned.

[tabular_rasa]

I just realized . . . you guys spent more time with them than you did with me. Keith and Joe both said they had a great time-- and both of you did, too. There's just that odd little detail of me being suicidal in the background that makes you all feel bad for having such a great time.

See, if I were gone, everything would be just fine and happy.

[tabular_rasa]

Gah I wish I could have a consistent emotional state and not random outburst of anger and then random happy forgiveness and then back again . . .