oh kerning, I loved reading this entry. it's the story of my life as well as yours!! I could go on and on about MY last relationship too, and how sad I am without it, but it wouldn't do any good. isn't it funny though, how as one happy things wanders out of our lives, and another one enters in? I found that my relationship with my parents grew even more when me and my ex broke up. it was strange, but nice, I guess? I can't say I'm totally happy, cause I feel I have a void, just like you. we miss both the good and the bad times that we had in our relationships, and we grow to love the guys' annoying/irritating traits.
I mean, lack of drama in our lives is nice, but all of us women secretly love it, too. we miss being maternally close to our bad boys lol. it's a terrible cycle, isn't it?
I really wish you'd stop feeling like he's better than you. I know you care for him and I know you think he's wonderful, and maybe he is, but he isn't better than you. He isn't, he isn't, he isn't. I wish you could see how special you are and how much YOU have to give HIM, not just the other way around. God, Kerning, ask anyone who loves you and they'll say that Ryan has been lucky EVERY MINUTE he had you.
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I mean, lack of drama in our lives is nice, but all of us women secretly love it, too. we miss being maternally close to our bad boys lol. it's a terrible cycle, isn't it?
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It'll be a good day when I can have a good relationship to look back upon...
I envy you for that.
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