I feel like everything is falling apart. Not about school, but mostly everything else.

Today is Christmas Eve. My mom is dragging me from some super last minute shopping. I know, it's really fucking late to be doing shopping because it's Christmas eve, but whatever. My aunt came to town & pushed us back, so there.

After that, I'm going to Haendel's to spend Christmas Eve. On Christmas, he's going with my mom, my aunt, my grandma, & I ( Read more... )

I konw I just updated, but after that, we picked up Danny & Andrew & went to Taco Bell. Then, we went to the Mile, where we met with Divna & Allison at Coldstone's. We all ate like fatties, toasting that Danny didn't have to waste his life by taking P.E. next semester. It was very fun. I love all of them & I'm glad they're my friends.

On another ( Read more... )

Today was so good. I only have a few words to describe today with Haendel:

Stardust

Smutting

Supercalifragalisticexpaladoscious

The End

I finished my essay really late last night. Btw ALI, I FREAKING LOVE YOU FOR HELPING ME!!

My final word count was like 1432. I know I went overboard, but I did the 1st book really, really well & kind of half assed the second, so I guess it evens out. My mom let me sleep in because I finished so late.

(Honestly though, I kept getting distracted.) I ( Read more... )

As far as thanksgivings go, this one wasn't a disaster or anything.

Before I say anything else, I baked yesterday! I went really bake happy. Those of you that know me know that I never really bake, but when I do, I go kind of nuts. This year the theme was lemon. I made lemon bars & a lemon cake with lemon icing.

Anyway, after all the baking ( Read more... )

I've been done for about 45 minutes with this stupid project. If she makes a comment about mine, I'm going to flay her alive. I hate her. Soooooooo much. Anyway, I really half - assed this one. I wasn't going to do it at all, so she's damn lucky my mom is amazing & told me to "stick it to her" by doing it anyway. She didn't care if I finished or ( Read more... )

Why is it that I'm getting the distinct impression that no one gives a shit?

You work so hard to get people to care, to remember you're there & then one day, POOF! No one gives a shit.

So you know what? I'm tired of feeling invisible until you want something. From now on, don't talk to me unless you want to just be with me. Not get anything from me ( Read more... )

A funny thing.
It strikes you in the oddest moments & places.
It strikes you with the oddest people.

To those of you who now hold a place in my heart, count yourself lucky.
To those of you that held a place, it's still there; even if you (or I) think it's been forgotten.

If I died tomorrow, I don't think I'd have any regrets. I would've lived a rich ( Read more... )

Everyone, this actually happened, I'm just not naming names & I'm distorting time (sort of). I was told this story by a friend.

First they met. A passing introduction, nothing more.
To her, he was just there. To him, she was lovely, but unattainable.

The following year, somehow, they became friends. 
They'd talk about lots of things, but could ( Read more... )