yea, i have to say that right now, i really want to party hard or maybe i want to die... im not really sure at all.. i mean, i just read manda's journal. and i think that's what got me depressed or maybe it was that i was at work earlier and i saw this grl and i liked her and i wanted to say something but i couldnt.... then i sit there and wonder ( Read more... )

so if u have drove by doss and noticed that they have a huge sign up that says something abt educating blah blah blah... its not there anymore, hmmm wonder what happend to it... me n cory n johnathon n lynsey n katie climbed on top of butler today, then we broke into the weight room and the alarm went off, so we ran and we sped off in a car with a ( Read more... )

ok, so i was going to comment to everyone's journal, then i decided that my computer would be too slow to do that... so i just hope that i am on everybody's friends list, so they read what i have to say...first will be the easy one ( Read more... )

last night i was really depressed toward the end of my online time... i wasnt talkin to anyone really, i was just kinda sittin here, starin off into space.. then amanda signed on, and it almost made everything worse. it made me think abt her and how i shouldn't have told her what i did... i mean she's amanda, ya kno? i shouldnt have put myself in ( Read more... )

i havent wrote in a while, but i have just learned that keeter peter eater now reads so i just wanted to holla and say that i still stink like eggs... hahahaha! *thats to mandy moore too* lol mandy... have called u that in a minute... i sat on 2 eggs today bc i lost a bet to amanda... so yea, i had to pay... it sucks bc my lil bro beat me to the ( Read more... )

so all day i have hung out with cory, its been fun... we played with female condoms earlier... hahahaha... i kinda still dont understand them... when i was cooking dinner, cory was hanging out in the kitchen and aaron was here, it was awkward for a few minutes... then aaron went away and i had fun again... its not that i dont like aaron anymore, ( Read more... )

ok... right now i am in the best mood in the world and i have no one to call and tell y... if u have talked to me.. i mean really talked to me in the past couple days.. i took it and IM NOT!!!!!!! woooooooooo hoooooo! im excited! yayayayayayayayayay!!!! so now i must celebrate by jammin to some hawthorne heights.. i have to call cory i need to call ( Read more... )

so i called aaron this morning bc he txtd me like 3 times last night saying that he was abt to crazy... his dad went off on him on how much he has been gone lately... my dad is doing the same.. i hate when parents take over our lives ( Read more... )

i have just noticed that i worry abt wat other ppl, friends, write in thier journal b4 i write in mine... like i get online intending to look at other ppls journals, i dont even think abt writing.. hmm.. a lil strange ( Read more... )

talk to shannon tonight, she always pulls me back and then smaks me in the face... but oh well ( Read more... )