eaten arby's chicken sandwich and curly fries sittin at the office again waitin for the time to pass by. waitin for tomorrow so I can get drunk waitin for tomorrow for the sun to come up ( Read more... )

this is a bunch of shit so much shit. Seriously i just want to get away and go wild. I'm not suicidle I just want to leave and never come back to this god forsaken place I am right now. The only thing that is keeping me here is greg. If it weren't for him I would have been to Richmond by now. OR would I ? I have no god damn clue anymore what the ( Read more... )

so this entry is one I will remember. See I met a man named Greg. He's 23. I haven't known him for a very long time at all. But yet it seems as if he's lightened my atmosphere. Seriously he's a sweetheart. He's 23. I'm 18 though. Now ( Read more... )

it was crazy to hear about the thousands of peoples death with the sunami. Over 11,000 people have died and more. I just couldn't think of dying like that. I mean the horrible trajedy. God that is just insane. I was talking to Josiah and I figured 27 is just about the right age to live out alot of things. Right out of college and experience in just ( Read more... )

so this past weekend I saw Nik O. It was cool I mean duh we are friends. And I know that what he did to me was like the worse thing you could do. But being with him was making me start to like him again. we spent like every freakin second together. We went in the hay maze then we smoked cinnoman sticks and lot's of stupid things. But we have so ( Read more... )

like i said in the other post. this is crazy. Man last night i saw Neil again. Stephanie I believe got upset with me b/c I was talking to NEil alot and she sorta was like I'm staying here. I said We are watching a movie back at your house and she was all I'm gonna stay here b/c I have the movie till tomorrow at 6. I was like whatever bye. So I'm ( Read more... )

so its been somewhat agravating lately. The things that should make me happy don't. I really want a cigg. now too. 18 in 1 month and 4 days. stephanie and kelley totally don't clique. they freakin clash like symbols. josiah is def not boyfriend material for now...maybe he'll never be. no job call backs, no audition recalls.....all past guys talking ( Read more... )

So this is the new entry the one I've been waiting to type forever. I go through a series of losing my password an dthen finally I get to typong in the journal..the one that no one will read...well excep for maybe Rebecca ( Read more... )

hello tis is new to me. This one will be my thoughts journal since I can't really talk about things personal on my xanga....it's the same.....crazyblonde87. But yeah another reason...well the main one was so I could leave comments on Rebecca's livejournal.that's my girl. She's really cool.Ok well just leaving a few lines to show I wrote...
~Shelly~