I've made the mistake of fooling around with someone and I ended up getting hurt. Is that normal? I mean, it was a while ago but I still feel hurt. The persons all happy cause something happened that kind of makes ME want to cut again. I guess that I'm more jealous than I am hurt. Anyway, school is back in session and I'm sick of it already. Heh, I ( Read more... )

Why is it that absolutely NO ONE called me over the break? Well, except for you Ashley. But it kinda feels like no one wants to hang out anymore. I mean, one of my best friends...Danielle....never calls me anymore. Think about it...how the hell is that supposed to make me feel? Now I've got the feeling of rejection on top of all the other crap that ( Read more... )

To those of you who think that I'm crossing you out, I'm sorry. I didnt mean it to sound that way, lately I just havn't been able to trust people. Anyway, my moms making me go back to therapy. It kind of sucks cause I dont like talking about my past, I'll only tell a few people that I know and TRUST. Egh, I hate the cops, they came to my house ( Read more... )

To Someone ( Read more... )

Ack sorry about the repeated entry....this is still new to me.

I hate my life sometimes. I had this freaky dream about Jennifer last night and I wrote a poem about it. It's not as good as some of my friends poems but here it goes...actually its more of a sonnet ( Read more... )