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May 18, 2006 00:48

I realize that I only write in this thing when I feel like a bitch. I'm writeing here cause i feel like I really have no one. No one to listen. So this is the only way for me to vent a bit. I have never felt like this, I hate to sound like a bitch, but I'm so alone. I have felt like this before, but at least i had one person to listen, and that was ( Read more... )

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pulpaudio_pp May 18 2006, 00:26:42 UTC
im kinda in the same boat fidie. but you know sometimes ppl say enough is enough and maybe thats what happend with her. he did it to me and well things can no longer be. but trust me, i know it hurts. but we have to move on, and im not talking about with other ppl, im taking about taking time for yourself and being true. i know that im now starting to realize that, thats what i need and things get better for me every day. just take time and breath, have fun with your friends and keep yourself busy even if little things will pop up that remind you of them, just think positive. your comfort zone will adjust trust me, im telling you from what im going through and what ppl advice me and its working. keep yyour head up.

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crazyboy_fido May 18 2006, 10:45:49 UTC
:)

So the camping trip is off?

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pulpaudio_pp May 18 2006, 11:23:07 UTC
WHAT! NO! dude were all still on even if we have our ex's there. july 15-16 still. be there fidie,were all counting on you

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liberatemyass May 18 2006, 10:07:07 UTC
oh fiddle fiddle fiddle... Mr. Moonpie. I guess it hurts to talk to some other people anymore, huh? Or is it just hard for you to do so? I told you I wouldn't see you for another six months or so, and it will probably turn into another late night of lies and shit, but it doesn't bother me for some reason. I care about you, fucker! And I told you that you'll end up marrying her. You're not alone, just remember that. I mean, holy shit, I see two ladies above that are trying to comfort you. I would say that you need some alone time, too, but look how that turned out... It didn't last long, and I really don't think you did some personal introspection or reflection at all. We all know this has happened before, and I've told you that with how much you two keep going back, you'll always be doing it. What did you do for yourself the other times? I suppose it took one nice kick in your ass, like now, to realize that I was right. I know she loves you. I know I love you. You're always more than welcome to talk to me, and I know you ( ... )

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crazyboy_fido May 18 2006, 10:44:56 UTC
i havent really talked to you cause I dont want eric to get weirded out.

oh yeah, and your only allowed two big words per entry.

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liberatemyass May 19 2006, 16:01:09 UTC
ahahaa! Eric? Seriously, the last thing that Eric needs to worry about is me talkin' to you. I've already told him all about you. We've talked about the people that like you and the people that don't... I've already told him that I still care about you... I've told him that I'd still be there for you. He already knows that I don't deal with jealousy crap in a good manner. No worries, darlin'! If he's weird with you, that's between you two... If it has to do with me, well, you know how I am...ahaha!

I'll try and minimize my extensive use of a vast vocabulary... oops... I think I just exceeded my limit. Don't be scared, and give a niggah a call!

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heatherwilly May 20 2006, 20:55:41 UTC
KGH

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yeamarbear May 18 2006, 10:33:58 UTC
i agree

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anonymous May 18 2006, 11:51:30 UTC
hello sir...umm weird question but do you have a PA you could loan/rent me for the EPHS show on friday the 19th...our previous donator flaked o us

gimme a call
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fghxdfj anonymous May 18 2006, 11:51:55 UTC
hello sir...umm weird question but do you have a PA you could loan/rent me for the EPHS show on friday the 19th...our previous donator flaked o us

gimme a call
309 5681

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