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Well Bill Fahey's funeral was on wednesday, i just had a whole entry about it but it got deleted. i'm gonna try and remember it. it was really sad, his mom hugged me for like 20 minutes and told me he just made some bad choices and told me not to go down that path. i just started crying my eyes out. my mom said she (mrs. fahey) was really glad that ( Read more... )

well yesterday in the morning i found out that a friend of the family committed suicide. i was really crushed. it hutrs to even write about it. i can't stop thinking about it. he overdosed on loratabs. he took 100 of them. why would he do that? he obviously wouldn't have if he knew at least one person cared that much about him. i care. i saw my ( Read more... )

yesterday we went on the boat to my cousins grad party, i had a lot of fun. just because my cousin kyle played 'where is my mind' by the pixies for me. lol. there was food but i didn't eat. then we tried to start the boat up to go home but my dad accidentally flooded the engine so that didn't work out to well. my cousins jim (it was his party) and ( Read more... )

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heyy...helen's here. this week has been fun. i babysat a kid named nick, he's a cutie...he's my cousin...1 1/2 yrs old. helen told me to call him a tot...so i am. hehe...tot. me and brian have been hanging out a lot lately....its been a rad time. i wished on a fuzzie thingy (those seeds that float around in the air). oh...wishes. those can be some ( Read more... )

ok so i slept over helen's house last night so i didn't get to update. me and helen walked to community days from my house. it was a longer walk than i expected. we got there and like everyone from school was there. me and helen went on this one ride that i thought i would be scared of but it was actually fun. :-D. only i had to hold my skirt down ( Read more... )

i'm very confused right now...it's like, i'm not as depressed as i have been lately, but being this deep in thought is worse...i feel like a waste of life, and no matter what anyone says its not going to make me feel any better about myself. my parents notice me come and go, and they sometimes talk to me. my mom likes to yell at me and confront me ( Read more... )