don't really care who reads this... it's more for me

[crazybutterfly]

i don't really have anywhere else to turn and i usually just turn to livejournal to write, so i am. so yes i am using livejournal :) i have thought about being anorexic again. i know that it is completely obsurd and i should 'be happy with the body i have', but i'm not. i'm not happy with anything right now but my family and my close friends. if i

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you know

[vividdeception]

i've thought often about cutting down my food intake to make my appearance thinner, "more beautiful" but you and i both know what our "family and friends" would think of it. at least the ones that care for you on the inside and not just outward appearance.
emotions are a simple as that. you feel them because they are there and frankly to control such a thing would be absurd and asking too much from where they come from.
cry if you need to.
show someone your crying if that will help you feel like it's important.
shy away from your shame, because, shame will bring you down...and as a single creative important soul(even if the would is huge and you are a nano-percentage of it) there is never a need to be ashamed of any action.

i love you paige and these are things that i have learned.
learn with me and accept situation as it is...even though it's so hard.

LOVE