So I woke up this morning at like 5 a.m. and it was my phone's fault. It was making noises because I apparently missed a phone call, had a voicemail, and two texts. I can be bored all day long and no one calls me, but when I decide to go to bed at 1030, people want to talk to me. That's nuts. Anyway, I was super awake, but knew I had two hours more ( Read more... )

I'm on medicine now for my panic attacks ( Read more... )

One week is not long enough to feel as strongly as I do about him ( Read more... )

So. That Tony guy I mentioned in an earlier post ( Read more... )

I don't know if I Can live with panic attacks anymore. It's getting to the point where I just sit and wait, thinking that one could be coming at any moment. I have scares where I think I'm going to have one, but it doesn't come. Yesterday I started to feel one in speech. but i ignored it until I was driving to work, and I had to try and handle that ( Read more... )

so basically... my 745 class was canceled today and it's ruined my day ( Read more... )

School is okay. It's not whitewater but it's okay ( Read more... )

So basically I feel that my fear of dating stephen and losing our friendship, has caused me to lose our friendship anyway. It's a lose-lose situation. But I guess for him this way is better because it's better I hurt him now, then keep him going and hurt him later ( Read more... )

So basically this weekend was nuts. Only because I worked a whole bunch, but made barely anything ( Read more... )

So. Thursday. I was on my way to work, when a car slammed on it's brakes in front of me. So I slammed on my brakes, but I stopped in enough time. In enough time to look in my rearview mirror, to see a lady not paying attention, smash into the back of the Regal. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ANTIGUA. So of course, being me, I start crying. And hypervenilating, ( Read more... )