A part of me wants to hate you... but then again I still love and care about you with all of me. Do you know what kinda feeling that is? Its horrible. Especially because I thought you were different. I never thought I would want to hate you... but right now I do... but my heart aches for you, to hear you... but then again... everytime someone talks ( Read more... )

So... you ever think for once everything finally made sense. You finally felt complete. And you felt like nothing could go wrong? Then all of a sudden it all comes crashing down. You don't know where to go, you don't know how you feel, and even worse, you don't know where you belong. It didn't make me mad yesterday, it hurt like hell, but it didn't ( Read more... )

What do you do when your heart and your mind won't agree ( Read more... )

HaPpY bIrThDaY jUsTiN!!! I hope it was wonderul!! And supah exciting and all those other great things.

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I've been starin' all day at the same computer screen ( Read more... )

Well, tonight was A BUNCH of freakin fun!! So was yesterday!! I went Mud riding with Abby, Kurt, Kevin, and Strommy. It was freakin awesome!! My Mom called me while I was in the woods though, and told me I needed to call Pizza Hut, because they wanted to interview me today. Well, I called to set a time, and I called Mom back and told her I had one ( Read more... )

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Hmm... today has been a weird day. I don't feel like me. Somethings just don't feel right. I think I try to read people too much. I wish I could tell when people really care. Its a hard reality to face when I realize somethings... I need Jessica. So bad, and I am sooo worried about the girl. She is like my sister, and she always will be. I can't ( Read more... )

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