posting before i forget: kimberly
Damn, I've been in quite a slump lately. I think it's because I've been kept to myself and 'done my own thing' lately. It doesn't help that I constantly feel reminded of that incident that so damaged me inside. Shiet, I'm still struggling with the frustration and hurt from it. Anyhow, I wanted to post a story before I forget
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I noticed just a few days ago that when I speak to myself silently, it is always in a harsh, berating, deroggatory fashion - sort of like the way your lady felt about herself. I realized it's sin because it keeps me from growing in Christ and it is an insult to Him, directly. So I've been practicing being kinder in my dealing with myself. Not that I excuse myself ~ that would be damaging, too, but I try to be more like I would be to another person. It also hurts the people around me, sort of like it caused you pain to see how she felt about herself. So I'm trying. It feels silly, and I don't want to get into a dangerous situation where I just start making excuses for myself, but I am trying.
I love when you post, and I hope that you are well.
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