I feel like shit

[crazychris664]

I wish that things could just feel good right now, but they don't. I found out that Amina smoked last night and it hurts alot :/. I'm pissed off but I'm kinda happy that SHE told me face to face without have to find it out by someone else or find it out in a hard way. I think I took it better that way. I'm upset but not as upset as I would ave

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[knivezrsharp]

Chris,
*takes a deep breath*

You have no idea how badly I wanted to tell you and I kept telling vero that I did, and she told me not to because it would mess everything up, and it didnt and I'm glad. I'm really sorry. I hate making you feel like shit, but it happens...I try to avoid it as much as I can and Ive been trying to be as nice as I can to you lately. I dunno what was wrong yesterday, you were on your period or something, but its okay. I'm not going to smoke anymore, I dont know what made me do it in the first place, but its getting close to me moving and I need to find a job and I want you to be happy with me, I dont want you feeling like shit at all...because of me

[crazychris664]

I'm okay now, I just didn't call you because I got on here and I had a lot to think about.

The smoking thing....you've told me plenty of times you were quitting and it hasn't quit yet so I don't know what to belive but I'm not mad anymore. I'm ok with it.

All I have to say about the Wal-Mart thing is FUCK JUAN!

[crazychris664]

Oh, and like I told you last night about the whole reason Juan would be talking shit...and hopefully you see know that its true. Anything he can and do he will do it. Fuck Juan, seriously.

Like I said Tony is just Tony a sarcastic ass.

And again FUCK JUAN!