I don't want to be hanging out with you in the first place, but I am so let's not make this more painful than to has to be. Relax and stop trying to force things.
Ugh. I was stuck in a room with girls who had lost theirs... their entire identity became limited to Girlfriend of boy X. And they were totally willing to interact with each other on that superficial level for HOURS. The emptiest conversation and laughter I might have ever heard. Chit-chat is one thing. Empty conversation and feigned laughter? Totally different. p.s. um... it has officially been YEARS that we have been trying to meet in person... maybe we are the other extreme? We actually do like each other and could have meaningful conversation and yet we never see each other. I guess if Neil were the reason we never saw each other than that would be the opposite... but he's not... so it's just... I don't know...
but first I have to find a boyfriend and then we have to erase every real memory we have with each other and any intention we might have of making new real memories.
oh lets not forget when everyone is hanging out and you're relegated to the girl room and inevitably one of the girls is crying about her bf and all the other girls are comforting her and you become the bitch because you tell her she should just get over herself and rant at all the other girls for the fake sisterhood bs. in the end you're kicked out of the girls room and you just sit on the porch and chain smoke untill its time to go home. happily you notice that next time you all go out all the girls just ignore you and you have a reprieve from hanging out with them... or does this only happen to me?
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I fucking love you too!
-Lena
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I don't want to be hanging out with you in the first place, but I am so let's not make this more painful than to has to be. Relax and stop trying to force things.
Bleh.
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Ugh. I was stuck in a room with girls who had lost theirs... their entire identity became limited to Girlfriend of boy X. And they were totally willing to interact with each other on that superficial level for HOURS. The emptiest conversation and laughter I might have ever heard. Chit-chat is one thing. Empty conversation and feigned laughter? Totally different.
p.s. um... it has officially been YEARS that we have been trying to meet in person... maybe we are the other extreme? We actually do like each other and could have meaningful conversation and yet we never see each other. I guess if Neil were the reason we never saw each other than that would be the opposite... but he's not... so it's just... I don't know...
Love,
Lena
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but first I have to find a boyfriend and then we have to erase every real memory we have with each other and any intention we might have of making new real memories.
But I guess it's a small price to pay for a bf.
<3
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(I learned that from Phi Delt:)
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I promise you all and myself that I will never be one of them.
"fake sisterhood bs" that's too real, my friend.
-Lena
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