its so boring today... theres nothing to do. well i was supposed to hang out with cayla today but i cant find a way to get to st clair shores until later and it really fucking blows. anyways, my bird is freaking out so i gotta go ..

... waiting for bode to call me back ( Read more... )

Bury me softly in this womb ( Read more... )

okay so emily's here. weve been doing pretty much nothing all day, she spent the night last night and friday. weve been waiting for steve to come over but he cant until my mom talks to his dad so thats gonna be awhile.... today i called josh and pretended i was someone else. his dumb ass fell for it. lmao. we talked for about a half hour and he had ( Read more... )

Okay so Im about to go to my drivers training class. Its my first day and Im really excited about it. I dont know why I just want to drive!!! woo. anyway, i was thinking about you the other night and realized i never really got it right..i was always wrapped up in my own shit. So were you, but i forgave you for that. Why cant u just forgive me? YOU ( Read more... )

You are the antidote that got me by

Something strong like a drug that gets me high...

what i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am

i never meant to be so cold to you

i never really wanted u to go ..

HAHAHA. . .it looks good now!!
Oh yeah this isnt april. . .
I had to fix the journal and make it better!!
YAY!
But I am done now. . .:)
Good times April. . .
**Samantha :)

im just sitting here. its 1:35 in the morning and theres nothing to do. luckily i have the company of ian, carol, and dave. Ian and carol are spending the night and well, dave lives with me so ya know.. Im really missing someone right now but im keeping quiet. I dont wanna trigger any bad memories or thoughts so im just going to keep my thoughts to ( Read more... )

The more you put me through ( Read more... )

im just feeling so blah. i want to go far away and never come back. i wanna fly .. do u think i can fly if i try??

i wanna go away, never say goodbye