I FINALLY GAVE UP!!!!!!!

[crazydarkness]

WOW! I FINALLY GAVE UP! I'VE FUCKED MY LIFE UP SO BAD! I'M NOTHING BUT A SCREW UP! I'VE SCREWED UP MY WHOLE LIFE! SO, I GAVE UP! I REALLY SCREWED UP WHEN I FUCKED UP MY RELATIONSHIP WITH A REALLY FREAT GUY! THE ONE GUY THAT I ACTUALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH! LIKE ALWAYS, THOUGH, I SCREWED IT UP! I FOUND SOMEONE THAT I ACTUALLY LOVE AND I FUCK IT UP! SO

Comments

[jamesbloodfang]

Dear Lord save her from this choice, show her that life is worth living and do not let her end it. Show her your light and love. Send your angels to look after her for this is truly her hour of need. If you help her through this then I shall repay you tenfold with any sacraice you ask of me and if in your wisdom you deem it to be my life for hers then I will gladly give it.

If my prayers are too late then please Lord deliver her into your arms where she will find peace at last. Lord here the prayer of your humble servant.
Amen.

[crazydarkness]

awww...thank you...and its not too late...i was just really upset last night...i still am...but ive gained more strength somehow last night...all of a sudden i had so much strength...it was weird...but thanks...im glad to know that you care...
~kris

[brookeluffswr04]

Amen. Don't do this to yourself, Kris, you CAN get through this!!!
I love you and I will always be there for you!!!
~Brooke

[crazydarkness]

thank brooke...i luv you too...and ur right...i can get through...thing is...were suppose to talk today...im gonna call him later...he might give me a second chance...OMG...i really do LOVE him!...and im glad that ur here for me...and ill always be here for you as well...luv ya girl...
~kris

[brookeluffswr04]

I'm glad to know that you're ok. You really scared me with that entry, and I didn't know if you were ok.
I hope things get better for ya in the future.

[crazydarkness]

theyre not...im talkin to him now...he might not give me a second chance...i hate it so much...i really love him, but i screwed up...BIG TIME!!!!