what really matters anymore?

[crazyenough4u]

nothing matters anymore.. my friends have this PERFECT life with out me and its my fault.. but im done caring.. last nite i sit up and cry cuz i feel like i have no TRUE friends anymore.. everyones out hangin out without me but what does it matter.. it truly makes me wanna kill myself.. glad that everyone can be happy.. ill just sit and watch.

Comments

[xxkendrababyxx]

I can be plenty open with you april... just you never ask or tell me anything

[crazyenough4u]

You dont know what your talking about.. my boyfriend was the one that went online for me to ask you to hangout while im crying cuz your not the same and neither am i. so yeah sorry lookes like this is it

[oxpolyamorousxo]

Come on guys, you're best friends, you've been through so much together. Maybe you both need to make more of an effort rather than blaming each other. You guys can make it through, I love you both!<3

April, add me chicky.

[crazyenough4u]

Also kendra you try to say i dont stick up for you but that day you and angelo fought.. i guess when i left his house and hit him that means i didnt do shit about it.. or cryed on his sidewalk or what.. huh? im sorry i wanna be with you both but kendra you dont make a effort and it makes me not wanna make the effort!

[cboner]

Ok april, I still dont get what my fucking parents have to do with us being friends. its ridiculous that you blame them for us not hanging out. Yea my mom is one of my best friends but trust me I dont tell her everything. It seems the only time you ever wanna fucking hang out with me is if I can take you somewhere or throw down, im done living like that. I dont care what my friends do or do around me but im just choosing not to do it. Im not asking you to fucking knock on my door, but w.e. If thats the way you are then like it, but no parents do. I dont care its you not me. If you want to be that person who people dont like and think is bad then go ahead. It seems you want people to think you do all this shit then when they think it you get mad. But its ok ill be happy. Ill always be your friend but I just think its messed up that you are blaming this on the fact that my parents(especially when my mom just told me last night she thinks you are a good person) but thats ok, just because my dad is an asshole and judges people doesnt make

[crazyenough4u]

Okay so your trying to say parents dont like me.. haha your fucked up! your parents are the ones who dont like me.. only them.. so yeah and christy your trying to say i use you.. fuck yourself.. not ever do i ever use you so okay! cuz that pisses me off that you would ever say i did that to you! so yeah were both over it! and anyways when we can hang out its like once in a great while!

[anonymous]

i dont understand why everyone flips out on April screaming at her and telling her that all she cares about is Angelo.. did you ever notice Tabitha.. she is so attached at the hip to Josh is sicken. But of course no one cares about that, it doesnt seem fair. I think everyone needs to stop ragging on April, i mean one day she could marry Angelo, are you all gonna skip out on her wedding? Why dont you all yell at Tabitha.

[anonymous]

weddings are wicked fun ill Goooo !!

michele F.

come on girls ..u are guys have been threw it all... if there is no April and Kendra what is there? :(

[xtabbyx5_23]

wow how bout you fucking lick me cunt..NEVER fucking bring up me and Joshs relationship unless your ready to get knocked out..fuck you and keep my name out of your mouth...I'm sick of this bullshit..Just because I'M HAPPY and I'M in a relationship means you need to shit on me..NO I don't think so..FUCK YOU and go find someone YOU care about before you run your mouth about me!!! Its fucking sickening how people LOVE to talk shit about me and Josh because we're happy..Keep being Jealous.. SORRY you don't got what I HAVE!!!! ;)
And next time cunt post your fucking name if your going to talk shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 Tabitha Marie Hudson

ohh and p.s I LOVE JOSHUA VINCENT HAARLANDER..everybody else KEEP HATING!!!

[crazyenough4u]

Tabby i think your takin that the worng way.. they were just trying to say that i could turn out to be like you and josh cuz you guys are INSEPERABLE! and its not a bad this its great.. you guys are so happy and amazingly cute so dont worrie about it hunnie! i love yuh

thanks to whoever was stickin up for me! much love!

[anonymous]

Ok.
April and Kendra, stop fighting and be friends again. Theres no way April spends to much time with angelo for Kendra not to spend time with her, I see the kid at brooks at least four times a week. And Im suprised angelo didn't flip out on kendra earlyer if my bf was with the same person every time we did something that almost caused us to break up with eachother (i.e. geting drunk with ex's and geting stranded by the highway, going to an ex's house for the day. etc. etc.) I'd hate them to. But I haven't known angelo to hate anyone for more then a day anyways.

<3...

[crazyenough4u]

Who is thiiisssss??? hellooo!!! lol thanks for stickin up for me! your great! please post your name!

[xxkendrababyxx]

Kendra and April arent fighting! I LOVE YOU APRIL

haha thanks mich... and thats soo true... WHAT IS THERE IF THERE IS NO APRIL AND KENDRA!?

[anonymous]

what the fuck..lmao if this isnt fighting than what the fuck is fighting considered?

april hall

[anonymous]

hi april its leo!!!!

Re: april hall

[anonymous]

Well someone loves attention "CB".. i didnt see your name anywhere, people need to get over the fact that not everyone is in love with them...

April, dont listen to these bitches, you may have known them your whole life, but they dont seem to true to me

Re: april hall

[crazyenough4u]

wow!!!! humm that anonymous person! your great! and everyone else.. im sorry if you feel you got offended? but its not my fault i never told sumone to go and post it! but it would be nice if they did leave their names.. or at least IM me to tell me who you are cuz your deffinaly being sooo great to me! :)

much love to everyone!

Re: april hall

[xxkendrababyxx]

hey u should shut the fuck up... i didnt see ur name anywhere either... atleast she has the balls enough to leave her name...unlike someeeeoneee causing more shit that we dont need... i dont know who asked for your opinion but if u have the right to leave yours then so does christy beauchemin