I'm a hesitater.  a big hesitater (is that how you spell it?).  I'm so incompetent when it comes to acting on my feelings.  or deny them completely.  whatever...you get my drift.

Do you understand better now that you have what I wanted?  Can I trust that you would back me up this time?

It's kind of pathetic that my only friends are the ones I'm ( Read more... )

I've been feeling pretty weird the past couple of days...maybe longer...I don't remember.  Anyways, I've felt different lately.  For instance, I have no desire to watch cartoons anymore.  yeah, I know.  weeeeeeeeird.

I have bruises all over me...a lot from the kids, some from me being clumsy.  lol.  also, one of the afterschool kids has *maybe* ( Read more... )

I have a job.

omg.  I have a job.

I HAVE A JOB!!!!!!!!

haha...I'm a little excited.  I'm gonna go ride this wave a bit.

soooo...if this works out (it's not definite until I call him tomorrow and make sure), I will be a 1st grade teacher assistant at St. Amelia's.  yay for me!

...I'm sorry it ever was in the first place...

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Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just ( Read more... )

I've recently realized the fantastic-ness that is Feist.  Canadian, but still fantastic.

and this song. oh, THIS song...

Secret heart
What are you made of
What are you so afraid of
Could it be
Three simple words
Or the fear of being overheard
What's wrong

Let her in on your secret heart

Secret heart
Why so mysterious
Why so scared
Why so serious
Maybe you're
Just ( Read more... )

A Lenten Hymn : Thomas Campion
With broken heart and contrite sigh, A trembling sinner, Lord, I cry: Thy pard’ning grace is rich and free: O God, be merciful to me. I smite upon my troubled breast, With deep and conscious guilt oppress, Christ and His cross my only plea: O God, be merciful to me. Far off I stand with tearful eyes, Nor dare uplift ( Read more... )

I was going to post the lyrics of "I've just seen a face" but as my computer decided to shit on my plans, I thought better of it ( Read more... )

Things I realized while watching License to Wed:

1.  Across the Universe.  I cannot wait.

2.  I have a type.  don't ask me what it is, it's terribly hard to explain -- like most things I do.

3.  No matter what character John Krasinski plays, I will always refer to him as 'Jim'

4.  May I never have to sit between two couples in a movie theater ever ( Read more... )

http://teens.aol.com/style/20-ugliest-celebrities?photo=1

check that link out...I'm not sure if it will work or not, but it's worth the try.

I am completely dumbfounded by the fact that that is supported by aol, or the fact that someone would actually talk about people like that.  seriously...flabbergasted.  ugh.