well, i've been pretty bored today, just doing homework and stuff. I have some new pictures that are really bad ass though!! I don't know how to get them on here. Anyone wanna help? Manuel, your the only one who reads this, so I guess that means you.

OH I love my sexy Augie soooo much! I don't know what I would do without him. It's funny how you never learn how much you really need someone until you find them. We had a lot of fun today though. He drove around with me to go look for a job!! I started off at Chuck E Cheese, went to Party City, then to Game stop, Starbucks, and Academy. So ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do, there are soo many people that I want to talk to, but I guess it would just be better if I stayed single. I don't know. I have Saturday D-Hall tomorrow, which sucks really big ass. Oh well, guess it will give me time to catch up on all my stupid homework. Hey who knows. I may be able to write a couple of poems.

It's funny how you could do so much for a person just to have them turn their back on you. I just keep trying to please everyone and its just not working. I don't know what to do about all this crap. Oh well, its cool, I don't gots ta please anybody but myself. But hey, at least my hair looks pretty good! I put some light brown highlights in it. ( Read more... )

I hate this so much. I just feel so so UGH!! I'm beginning to cringe at the fact that I'm living in my own skin. I hate this, I hate my acne, I hate my fat, my stupid hair, skin, face, toes.......EVERYTHING!!!!! I just want to curl up into a little ball and DIE!! I can't believe that EVERYTHING IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD ALWAYS HAS TO GO WRONG FOR ( Read more... )

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hehe. well, things are getting just a bit more hectic as the days go by, but I think it will all start to clear up soon. Life is so great. Even though it sucks soooo much sometimes, we all need to just realize that the fact that we are living beings is the greatest reason to feel happy. That is my thought for the day ( Read more... )

Gosh!! Seems like every time one little thing goes wrong in your day, everything else just comes crashing down on top of you. It sucks so much. I figured by now I would be smart enough to realize when a guy is just using me, but it seems like I'm not. apparently I got used once more!! But I don't even know if that is truly the case, so I will just ( Read more... )

Wow, it's Sunday already? Time sure does fly. This week went by sort of smoothly. I had a lot of crap at the beginning, but towards the end it got better. Hey, I talked to Hector yesterday!! It's nice to speak to him, sure has been awhile. I wonder if Jose is back in Houston yet. I miss him so much, I just want to talk to him. :(( Dude, I seriously ( Read more... )

AWWW MAN!~ Jose went to San Antonio, and he wanted me to go with him but I wasn't gonna leave from Decathalon for another hour. Darn!! We really need to spend some time alone together, and this would have been the perfect chance. Hopefully he will be back by Sunday so I can go with him to Baltazar's party. DAMN UGH this is soooooooo gay. At least I ( Read more... )