I LOVE OYSTER CRACKERS!! I AM OBSESSED WITH THEM!!

Well, i am obsessed with all crackers . . . why am i the one with all the abnormal obsessions? *someone tells me i am "special"* OH! Yes! like i ride the short bus! and they put this "special" white coat on me. then when we get to this big building called "mental institute" i get my own ( Read more... )

So, today..... at skating there was a kid with a Raiders hat. i LOVE the Raiders!!! They are my FAVORITE football team (Oakland Raiders). But i had a guilty conscience for looking at him. All i could think of was this one particular person. Why? Why is he always on my mind? . . . *thinks*
     So tonight at ice skating i fell on my tail bone (?) ( Read more... )

i wish people knew what i felt, i wish they understood. Age shouldnt matter if you love someone. Thats what hurts me most. But you cant change how you feel. So ( Read more... )

"At 21, I'm old enough to drink, but mature enough to know better."-Unknown

"Be who you are say how you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss

"Due to recent cutbacks, and until further notice, the light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off."-Unknown

"Without friends no one would choose to live ( Read more... )

One of my best friends is moving.... IN 30 FUCKING DAYS!!!!! fuck! this is so sad!!! gosh damn.... this week couldnt get "better". heh. whatever. i give up....

 RICE LADY

i lost all my dreams. And now, i have gained one. i want to become a Rice Lady when i grow. Everyone around the world will know my name and face and what i do. Even when i am long gone, people will still be talking about Monica.... the Rice Lady. First one of its kind. But right now, as i eat mee rice... i become very pessimistic ( Read more... )

i am doing what i said i wasnt going to. i said i would tell what i needed to, to get my thoughts out. But now i cant. It is like i am not letting myself. But i have to! No i cant. Yes. No. Maybe i will write them but i will never give them out. Hmmm..... tricky ..... that might work... but then there is the "catholic guilt." Hmm... *thinks*  yes ( Read more... )

Hello, how are you? thats lovely. So, this song . . . is dedicated to anyone and everyone who has ever had a broken heart.

Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to ( Read more... )

 i say these words. but no one is really grasping what i am saying. it is so frustrating. Does anyone hear me? All i need is just one single person to . . . to get what i am saying. everything, every last word i say. That person will figuer out my puzzle that lays within these words that i say. But it is not as simple as just saying it. You have to ( Read more... )

"Anyone, Anyone"

I'm not sure of anyone, anyone
But I've got plans
I'm not asking for everything but sure I could use a hand

Get a little anxious
Sometimes you'll be gone and I'll be left behind
Get a little nervous
Sometimes it'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines
Get a little lost look
And some staring from the corner of my eye
Never really mastered ( Read more... )