whatever!! ok i mean seriously!! i just dont want to spend time with you tonight, i dont want to play games, i just want to sit in my room and think about things. ok so i didnt feel like having "family home evening" tonight, and then you go and get all mad at me. OK I AM SORRY!!! just give me a chance to live my own life and make my own choices, ( Read more... )

gerrrg... its too early i needs ore sleep. oh well, : 0 / Lucy is too playful in the morning `well i dont blame her being a  puppy and all. i had a crazy dream i just dont remember what it was...yeah i am going to go now.

it feels like someone just stabbed me with a knife. *sighs* i didn't feel good last night and then i took some med. and i still didn't feel good. what is wrong with me?? ive gone off the edge. ive fallen in the sinking sand. the room is spinning and it wont stop, my heart is braking, and as it cries for help, it brakes into more pieces. i just need ( Read more... )

I went skating but it was a waste. i left at 9:30ish. i am so done its not even funny. but whatever, here i sit complaining. and i hate it, but i have to get it out or else it will get bottled up and thats no good.ahhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this feeling. i hate just braking down for no apparent reason. someone just give me hope, faith and confidence. ( Read more... )

Last night was.. a nightmare. but with every nightmare, a good dream comes... right? *rolling of the eyes* grroar. well i dont really want to talk about it, because.....i have my reasons.  i went to petsmart today and i got my puppy a new: leash, collar and a scarf. she looks so cute. she is extremely tired, she had a lllloonnggg day. yeah..so this ( Read more... )

ALLI AND I ARE INVESTIGATORS

"Before they even saw my face
The knew that i was not the same
And decided i was not the one for you
For you.....

So what should i do?
I'm not unaffected
And who should i be?
I'm not unaffected"

too many unsaid words. and i am not going to say any of them, not now.

i got a puppy today!!! Her name is Lucy, i want to change it to Clover. She is such a ( Read more... )

why cry over spilled milk?

i am a very pessimistic person. i don't feel like saying anything more so goodbye for now.

*whispering* ive got a secret you cannot know! i really do have a secret and im not telling you!

Dont you hate it when there are so many thoughts in your head and none of them will come out. i do. and my head is spinning so fast, i cant keep up with it. seriously, it really does feel like it is spinning. too many things are on my mind. im having a writers cramp too. dont you hate it when that happens? this bites. i was thinking, but i cant say ( Read more... )