You know somthing's wrong ( Read more... )

That was so pointless last night........seriously. Why do I EVER believe shit? What the fuck is the point?

P.S. Im not drinking anymore. I wasnt even drunk last night and there was HELLA drama because of drunk people. So So stupid.

The only time that I ask people take care of me when Im drunk is when Im throwing up.

I don't care if everyone in the world thinks Im a spoiled brat.....because you know what, I probably am. So, about 2 months ago (or longer) when I knew for sure I was moving home, my parents had told me that they would be getting me a new car. Nothing special, but somthing around $5000, or $6000. This seemed pretty fair since the cars that I had ( Read more... )

So I pretty much spent my entire weekend (starting on Friday at 1pm) being drunk. And Im sure paying for it now- oh well.....you only live once. Although I usually always have fun when Im drunk, I usually always find myself feeling bad for myself and divulging my self esteem issues to anyone who will listen. I overreact at stupid situations and I ( Read more... )

So I just want to start off to say that I take back anything I might have said implying that I thought he was a really sweet, really nice guy. Cuz tonight just proved my point. I dunno, maybe I was being a bitch? Im not sure.....maybe I was being standoffish? I wasnt overly nice, I was just myself and socializing with friends etc and I wasnt ( Read more... )

I had a WONDERFUL birthday!!! I usually hate birthdays (especially when Im not around my friends and family from home) but my friends in WA susrprised me and I had a great time. Gameworks was great, drinking was fun, and I had fun on Sat at John and Tommys too. Ive decided to do somthing drastic and stop drinking. Im not drinking (or trying not ( Read more... )

So ive had fun in the bay.....today is pretty much my last day here because we have to leave for the airport at like 1:30 tomorrow. I am soooo excited for San Diego!!! I had fun here, but half the time I was upset when I shouldnt have been. Eh, last night pissed me off even more. I dont know what his point was in ignoring me for 4 days and then ( Read more... )

So last night I realized....I have completely lost my motivation for this quarter....and theres only 6 and 1/2 more class days left. I dunno- Im sitting at the library at the computer lab bloggin instead of studying for my phil quiz tomorrow. But I need my hw back so I can study off of it (and i didnt go to class yesterday) so I can always study ( Read more... )

I went from being totally happy about this situation, to anxious, to sad, upset, and now indifferent. I went from giving his number a "Custom" ring, to waiting by my phone all day, to silencing it, to taking his number OFF my phone. It doesn't matter- I know the number by heart. But it's the principle of the matter. I think Im going to be ( Read more... )

Im more than likely too uptight- In fact I KNOW im uptight....but sometimes a girl just wants to have her own fuckin space. So my new roomate is okay- sometimes she is really loud, but she pretty much just studies all the time....sometimes thats the problem though. So shes made the livingroom into her new study space, which is fine....BUT I dont ( Read more... )