1 - woke up at 8:45am to my alarm ( Read more... )

in the past week my life has fallen apart. im not going to go into details, not because i dont want to tell people...but i really just cant talk about it. any time i started to i started crying, and nobody needs that right now, especially me ( Read more... )

and over for a very long time...thats okay i dont mind - my roommate does though. ha.

anyway...i've been having some strange dreams recently - last night grandpa was in mine...a couple nights ago shea was in it...fucked up man fucked...upso i'm online last night, and rob gaines, who i havent spoken to in like a month and a half IMs me and says " ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say. i'm so happy and sad right now, how does one deal with this? amazing three and a half hour conversation...and still...nothing. want to hear how good it was? this is just one little bit of the night i just had - while discussing movies such as Ghostbusters/other 80's movies, he asks me "hey can i ask you a question ( Read more... )

i taught my roomate how to tell the difference between the dismemberment plan and ben folds. i told her - piano = ben folds, a guy kinda talking more than singing = the dismemberment plan. today she started singing 'you are invited' without it even being on...granted she had the words wrong ('you arent invited' kinda changes the message of the ( Read more... )

valentines day used to really get me down. in fact, last year i was actually very very sick on valentines day, which was almost nice because i could think about how sick i felt instead of "boohoo i dont have a valentine". the more i thought about it, i was seeing joe o'neill at the time (who, by the way, i stopped by and said hello to yesterday ( Read more... )

for those of you that care (i'm sure its not many)

boston is good
mel is good
dismemberment plan on tuesday is good (was good, if youre into the whole grammar thing)
dismemberment plan on thursday is(was) amazing - cant wait to see them for the last time in may
....i think thats it...
peace out suckas

...but i dont really want to be doing any of it.
top three things i should be doing1. reading my psychology book for the test i have on monday ( Read more... )

i dont know how its possible for an individual to be as stupid as i am.

never again, through with love, through with men
they play their game without shame, who's to blame - Ella Fitzgerald

i dont know how, but some people are able to just fit in that little empty hole inside of your heart...and fill you up...make you whole again.....

...here's to an amazing weekend...i think i'm gonna be okay.