I'm so SF!!! but its gonna be like that for a while because i've given up on guys cuz guys have given up on me. Its just like that one country song sara made me listen to once the lyric was ( Read more... )

so i found out that the spring choir concert is may 17. Cool right? WRONG! I signed up to be a 6th grade camp counselor and if i get selected then i won't be here for the concert. Which sucks major booty because i have a solo if not 2 ( Read more... )

I'm starting to doubt myself. I don't know if he is worth waiting for because today i found out he likes someone (not me) but only as a re-bound girl. And i don't know where i stand. I want a relationship with him, i really do. And he wants to wait so im waiting.... but then what if his feelings change (which i already think they have)? BLAH my ( Read more... )

my tummy hurts. I think i ate too much crap. So today was like extreme movie day. I got up, showered, went to the movies w/parents, came home, slept, went to rams horn w/jennifer, steve and john (i think thats his name), and then saw another movie. So yeah i'm done seeing movies today. And i think i ate too much crap so my stomach hurts. FOOD SUCKS ( Read more... )

Well kids, its over. Swing has finally ended. I'm actually quite sad. The night had its ups and downs and well heres the ( shortened version )

swing has been good i guess. I don't know whats wrong with me though. I keep getting really depressed. I think its because of shawn. He doesn't treat me the same anymore. I really like him but i know that nothing will ever happen. This is another Reed situation. All i have to say is thank god this is the last day for swing! I don't think i can ( Read more... )

So today he took me aside and said that he really liked me (yay!! i was sooo psyched) BUT then he said this was too soon because he had just gotten out of a 15 month relationship less then a week ago. (aww poo and i was so excited) He also said what we had was fun but he just needs some time. (so now i guess that means we can't flirt anymore ( Read more... )

What will happen if i don't stop liking him? I mean honestly I doubt if anything will happen between us. AND if i do continue to like him i need to stop making it so freakin obvious! He kissed me today but i doubt if that means anything. I just really want him and I know I probably won't get him. Like shavonne says "he just got out of a 15 month ( Read more... )

Liking him is killing me. I spent todays rehearsal thinking about him the whole time.

But on a lighter note, come see swing because its freakin awesome! This week, wednesday, Thursday and Friday! ONLY $5 for students!

had a rehearsal today. Oh but before that i got up and was sick. Yes i puked. EWWWIE! my dad was like "your not going to rehearsal are you?" and i said yeah or else ms.schade will kill me to the 5th power! It was really boring mainly because i sit there and watch everyone dance! But i wasn't feeling good (and i'm still not) so its good that i don't ( Read more... )