I am at work with 2.25 hours to go...SHOOT ME, NOW! I hate sitting here its the devil. This weekend has been totally chill, and for once I dont care...usually i hate having a do nothing weekend, but it seems like a lot has been going on every weekend before this, and a lot of stuff during the week, so it was nice to calm it down...but come next ( Read more... )

I wrote a long ole entry the other night but that mess didnt show up, so i am pissed, but whataya gonna do? Thats my new saying, WHATAYA GONNA DO ( Read more... )

My weekend kinda didnt turn out the way I saw it going, but still TOTALLY AWESOME none the less. Friday...what happened friday. Oh. Friday would have been my Uncle Neil's 47th birthday. How f-ing depressing was that. I swear when I went out to his grave I felt the EXACT same way I did the day he died and the day of his funeral. It was so gay, it ( Read more... )

Yay, so I totally went shopping for my FAIR OUTFIT (!!!) today, and to my amazement actually found something way cute. Yes, i buy an outfit for the fair, get over it. My feet hurt like a mother from walking the mall up and down 20 thousand times trying to find the right shirt and then the right shoes. I still need a purse. Dang vanessa and her ( Read more... )

Wendy style right here. I used to have to friends that I thought were cool, but then they werent ( Read more... )

I had the best dream ever this morning. So good that I had to wake up at 10 and tell vanessa about it. Yes, so good that I woke up at 10. haha. Man, I am tipsy (it just took me 8 tries to spell tipsy) like a mother f-er right now. Hahaha Dr. Pepper was bomb tonight hut JEN. thats right i said jen. we had a cerimonial burning crap time tonight. And ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I've updated...i think, ah who cares. Things have been dramatic but what is new. Michelle is evil and talks too much trash. That friendship is def. over. I hope her and her HUSBAND-TO-BE are happy. ha yah right. Talked to my dad today, it went good. I just needed a couple days to make sure my madre was okay with everything. ( Read more... )

Yesterday had to have been one of the wierdest days of my life. But weird in a good way. I met my dad for the first time. I cant even begin to explain what kind of a feeling it was getting to meet him. We look way alike. We went to La Mina and he a HUGE teddy bear and a boquet of flowers already there waiting at the table, we sat there for like 2 ( Read more... )

Interesting how ONE phone call can be like the most frightening thing in your life. Dialing 7 numbers can be the hardest thing I've ever done, and its not even to talk to him. But still, somebody with all of the answers. Well, a lot of them at least. I feel like somebody is squeezing my insides SO tight lately. Understandable I guess. Why does life ( Read more... )

Today I did a lot of nothing. It was fun. I stayed in my pajamas all day, and put clothes on for about 2 hours while i drove around trying to clear my head, then came and put back on more pajamas. Ness came over for lunch and that was pretty much the extent of my day. Yes that may sound lazy to you, but thats exactly why I took a semster off, so I ( Read more... )