hmmm i noticed the lack of use and almost complete disregard for my own journal. i'm just to lazy to do this i suppose. i've never been much for writing down how i feel anyways. i suppose everynow and then i can give it a shot ( Read more... )

it's funny how you can make me smile even though you show up for 2 minutes while i am working and sweating ass to say hey.

i'm back home ( Read more... )

been playing soccer. tired. sweaty. smelly ( Read more... )

i really think i have figured it all out. now i just have to remember till monday and i then maybe i can start to piece things together.

it seems so crazy. i've been alive for 2 decades. well approximately one quarter of my life is over.

i don't know what i am getting into.

i really think i think too much. keep that in mind. it may be important.

i think know that i am going to blueberry fest tomorrow.(eventually)

i feel like a boxer waiting for a shot at the

but what i did do was awesome.

just a quick update.

no longer working at walgreens. i got out before i yelled at a customer.

birthday is in 3 days. those who know me know what is going on. if you want me to swing by give me a holler.

and i didn't even have a kazoo.

it's over. done. through. finished. whatever. i can't change anything. time to move on. live life. keep on trucking ( Read more... )

i swear to god if i wake up tomorrow and my right eyelids are stuck together i am going to be pissed. like punch a negro in it's face pissed. nah that's not very pissed at all. i'm talking about ripping a women's ovaries out because she overcooked my meal pissed.

i think right now i am looking for a catalyst. it's not like my life right now is boring. i love my friends and i love the time i spend with them. i see scott and brittaney almost daily and i like it that way. i can't believe we kinda lost touch for a little bit. mike and everyone at the A.P.Tizzile is fucking sweet. i'm less active which i am not ( Read more... )