I love Christmas time I really do, BUT damn it why doe sit have to be in the winter?
i hate the dam ncold, I hate the snow I hate the fact that i have to wear 25 pounds of clothes to be warm. I want to be outside but it's to damn cold.
Yeah i think my seasonal depressiopn is kicking in to. i need freaking sunlight dammit!
other than that life is

I really don't have much to say these day's.
welp happy thanksgiving to you all
I'm off to work

well yesterday was eddies funeral and friday was Bunn Bunn's. I didnt make it to two others that i should have but i just didnt think that i could handle 4 of them in one week. now i just feel empty and angry. I'm angry that they are gone, i'm angry that i didn't get to spend more time with them. I'm really just angry. I know it's not at all like ( Read more... )

Ok well i am now down 30 pounds. it is going slower than i would have liked at first but i'm still very happy with the change. I'm also very proud of myself for keeping up with it with the lack of support that i have. yeah i'm told all the time that there is a big change but ehhh i just have no support really. but that's ok I'm a big girl and am ( Read more... )

you suck
no, maybe i do lol

i never had bad luck with friday the 13 never. i now believe the person who thought of it had it all wrong friday the 31 is the freaky day!!
what a weird strange day today was.

this weekend we went to allentown cause tim had a show at crock rocks. it was a damn cool place ( Read more... )

ever have a day where you just are zoned out and daydream all day. yeah, today what that kind of day.

the older kids just took the girls to the river to go fishing. I should be cleaning this house but i have been doing that for the last two days and i'm quite tired of it. i think i'll walk to the river and read Harry Potter. Ha did i mention that i'm playing a sort of brain game with myself? i'm reading all 6 books at the same time in reverse order ( Read more... )

I just took 6 kids out to lunch and they were very well behaved. as I was watching my son with his friends I started to realize that socially he is right on track. So, does that make it easier or harder on him? I don't know but I do know that in spite of his problems he is a happy boy, and for that I'm very gratefull.