God knows when or if you'll ever see this. I read through you entries from now backwards in time to when we last stopped speaking. And I cried. Because I was everything I've ever hated. And I can't believe I did any of that to you. And you were, and are, completely right. This isn't a cry for your pity, I like to believe I'm better than those tactics now. This is just a genuine "I miss you" and "I'm sorry". God I must seem so ridiculous between this and the note in your book. I'm sorry, it's just that you're the one who always haunts my dreams. I can't help but feel like I'm supposed to find a way to make everything up to you, I just have no idea how.
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I read through you entries from now backwards in time to when we last stopped speaking.
And I cried.
Because I was everything I've ever hated. And I can't believe I did any of that to you.
And you were, and are, completely right.
This isn't a cry for your pity, I like to believe I'm better than those tactics now.
This is just a genuine "I miss you" and "I'm sorry".
God I must seem so ridiculous between this and the note in your book.
I'm sorry, it's just that you're the one who always haunts my dreams. I can't help but feel like I'm supposed to find a way to make everything up to you, I just have no idea how.
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