When I go through my episodes I think sometimes it would be better if I didn't exist. Not that I want to die because I wouldn't want to do that to people that cared about. But if I never existed at all, they wouldn't even know they missed me.
I don't want to sound patronizing but I know exactly how you feel. Or at least I understand and have felt everything you're describing. I know we're not especially close, but if you ever need to talk to someone that's been there, don't hesitate.
Meme, you have no idea how comforting that was. I read this comment a while ago and haven't had time to reply. This wasn't patronizing in the slightest.
In probably one of my lonely weeks so far in my life, hearing that I wasn't alone in feeling like this... I'm not sure how to express it. But thank you for commenting.
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When I go through my episodes I think sometimes it would be better if I didn't exist. Not that I want to die because I wouldn't want to do that to people that cared about. But if I never existed at all, they wouldn't even know they missed me.
I don't want to sound patronizing but I know exactly how you feel. Or at least I understand and have felt everything you're describing. I know we're not especially close, but if you ever need to talk to someone that's been there, don't hesitate.
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Meme, you have no idea how comforting that was. I read this comment a while ago and haven't had time to reply. This wasn't patronizing in the slightest.
In probably one of my lonely weeks so far in my life, hearing that I wasn't alone in feeling like this... I'm not sure how to express it. But thank you for commenting.
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