this is so wrong.

eat less
work out
...

i guess i knew it would have to happen sooner or later...i just always figured it would happen later. but such is life. i just hope that this is the right thing and that everyone will be happy, even if not immediately. i just dont really know what to do at this point. it was so much of my life and now i just feel lost. i had the whole rest of the ( Read more... )

*whew*

*collapse*

i cant believe that im back to writing posts like this...i honestly didnt think this would happen, but then again, im clearly overly optimistic...i guess it is a bad thing after all ( Read more... )

college is fucking insane!!!

yayayay!! my (belated) birthday dinner with all of my friends was incredible. it was so nice seeing everyone and just talking and chilling and eating super yummy french food :) it was awesomeness...

ahhhh bliss

laughing is the best thing ever.

so i dont kno how to explain this feeling exactly and i dont kno that there's a word for it, but it sux. im on vacation in hawaii and im depressed and wishing like crazy that my extreme wishfulness had come through this summer...there is nothing more that i want right now for him to be here. literally thats what i wanted this summer. thats it. i ( Read more... )

the college thing

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